High jump

I'm not good in sports, but I love them. When I'm in standard 5, I won the 2nd place in high jump. The first runner is my twin, well she ws born on the same day as I am. I still remember when we celebrated our birthday together at school :) Even though I'm the second runner, it encouraged me so much. I felt like, ohh at last I've found what sport I'm good at. That's why when I moved to secondary school, I want to continue on high jump. I've lost, but I still tried my best for two years. This year should be my third year, but because I twisted my leg and my mom told me to wait and wait. So I hd to give up on high jump and I had a last minuter treatment but it's not worth it. No one knows how bad my heart had broken.

Result

At last, I've received all my result for my mid-term examination. I scored 3A's(Pen. Islam, Mathematics, Science), 3B's(Geography, KH, English) and 2C is History and Bahasa Melayu. It was so embarassing that I have scored C for it while the Chinese and Indians girls got A for their Bahasa Melayu. My essay had been photostated by my teacher amongst the worst essay etc and was  pasted in front of the classroom beside the blackboard. I can take those as a positive thing, but some others teacher was like laughing towards our essay. It's the same as you insult our hardworks. Well, even though it was the worst, we still put all of our effort for that essay teachers. I've been thinking "Am I that bad? That stupid?". I have to work harder since next month is my trial examination.

Shits

I've been through a lot of shits. I've been like this because of you people, and you treated me like I'm just a robot without hearts and brain. Well I'm quiet used to those things. I'm so tired to fight back your useless words, that's why I keep avoiding you. When we meet, I tried to be nice but everything that came out of your mouth was just to hurt me. It's like killing me slowly. Even though I'm like "this", who do you think you are that you can treat me like this? To me, you are no different from other *knife.